urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9 I don't know. You write it. blueeyelashes9 2006-02-01T14:42:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:50670 2006-02-01T14:42:38Z 2006-02-01T14:42:38Z I feel bad for last week, honestly it hasn't hit me until now. Not this hard, i feel like people who were my friends i have pushed out totally. I have seen the side of someone i didn't know they had but I guess its good to know how people truly are. I hate when people are true to themselves, I know im guilty of it but i still hate it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:50314 2006-01-28T18:09:55Z 2006-01-28T18:09:55Z We'll be burning- Sean Paul what a cool song.<br /><br />Melissa and I made up the best cheer dance ever. 1st place, yes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:49447 2006-01-13T02:53:04Z 2006-01-13T02:53:04Z i hate myspace but i am pathetic enough to have one. <br />I dont understand why him and I hae to fight, it doesn't make much sense at all. Why do we have to be stubborn...are alot of couples this way? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:49255 2005-12-31T00:41:40Z 2005-12-31T00:41:40Z i miss sally and lauren alot. so...im kind of happy school is starting so i can see them more again. Ahh but i would rather work until the school year ends than go to work. Adults have it so easy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:49031 2005-12-06T02:16:00Z 2005-12-06T02:16:00Z Whats wrong?<br /><br />Please be honest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:48688 2005-12-02T01:20:57Z 2005-12-02T01:20:57Z i love elliott smith. Im glad its cold now, i love how it snowed today. <br /><br />beautiful urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:48420 2005-11-17T01:22:31Z 2005-11-17T01:22:31Z Love me like you-magic numbers She dont love me like you<br />..She dont care what you say, so you say it anyway.<br /><br />I bought the magic numbers cd, i really really really like them.<br /><br />Today kind of sucked because i dont know people are stupid<br /><br />BRIGHT EYES was simply amazing I loved all the bands urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:48310 2005-11-11T02:08:42Z 2005-11-11T02:08:42Z i love cursive urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:48010 2005-11-09T01:54:08Z 2005-11-09T01:55:29Z How come people who are expected to not be jugdemental are infact those who judge people the most. It makes me sick sometimes when I think about how much they probably judge me because i am not like them and im sure they find me stupid especially with my run on sentences but i am not stupid. I only wish I could prove that unlike them i am not naive. I understand all kinds of people, more kinds of people than they will ever run into, to understand. wow, childish huh? I suppose that when people become defense they become child like. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:47749 2005-11-08T02:01:02Z 2005-11-08T02:01:02Z I feel terrible.<br />I hope i didn't make him 'sick'.<br />I could never live knowing that i not only messed up myself but him too<br />I hope hes okay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:47522 2005-10-30T22:24:49Z 2005-10-30T22:24:49Z I drove to wal-mart today and i stayed in the middle of my lane like i was supposed to. Im getting alot better at driving. I bought this shampoo that reminds me of LTC. I've realized that smells are a huge memory trigger for me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:47338 2005-10-30T04:02:05Z 2005-10-30T04:02:05Z This weekend has been really good. I haven't been talking to clayton nearly as much...weird but it doens't really bother me that much at all. I reallly like hanging out with Aarons friends and the good thing about them is that they see me when hes not around adn still hang out with me. Aaron is the coolest boy ever. Tonight we went to his friend Kyles house for this Halloween party, i must say i never thought a street party with a bunch of annoying kids could be as much fun as it was. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:47006 2005-10-26T01:56:22Z 2005-10-26T01:56:22Z Late arrvial tomorrow..yes!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:46713 2005-10-19T23:34:23Z 2005-10-19T23:34:23Z I dont like this at all.<br />I am afraid i am becoming the people i dislike the most, Julia you were right and i feel bad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:46377 2005-10-17T13:52:02Z 2005-10-17T13:52:02Z Yesterday was wonderful...<br> here are pictures of the most beautiful people alive.<br> <img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y145/kaelinrenee/beautifullittlegirlHailee.jpg"><br> <br> <img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y145/kaelinrenee/Aaron1.jpg"><br> <br> <img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y145/kaelinrenee/Drewbabylookingdown.jpg"><br> <br> <img src="http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y145/kaelinrenee/mybeautifulbabiesallyanddrew.jpg"><br> <br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:45622 2005-10-14T20:22:03Z 2005-10-14T20:22:03Z I am sick. I cant eat anything without getting really nauseas(sp?). If i dont die from my throat closing up then i am going to die from starvation. <br />much love<br />Kaelin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:45526 2005-10-14T15:34:49Z 2005-10-14T15:34:49Z hello urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:45174 2005-10-12T01:39:49Z 2005-10-12T01:39:49Z Sally and I have a wonderful idea. I am very excited for the next cople of days puely because it will be spent with some of the most beautiful people in the world.<br />I found a camra so we can video tape...except its really old but i dont care i think it will work just fine and my parents are more apt to let me take it everywhere. I LOVVVE october. goodnight i am sick. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:44863 2005-10-07T16:20:01Z 2005-10-07T16:20:01Z why do you make anonymous comments?<br />if you have something to say than why cant you own up to it.<br />Are you afraid of the outcome, if so then don't say it.<br />This is common sense. Too many people have yet to acquire it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:44784 2005-10-07T01:14:52Z 2005-10-07T01:14:52Z I wonder why people talk about others. <br />What compels you to spend your precious time on someone you dont even like?<br />I cant say much I talk about the dumb whinny dramatic girls all the time. <br />I talk about people way too much, i hate it. Im going to stop.<br />I really dont want to go to school and face the people i am to consider my friends. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:44305 2005-10-03T21:48:38Z 2005-10-03T21:48:38Z Why do girls make lame posts about...whatever. <br />Everything has been getting on my nerves lately, im sure you all have noticed i think its the fact that i have been sick since last wednesday. <br />Stacie left me at school today. If you ignore the fact that i was at Pres until five there was a very positive outcome frmo her not brining me home...i didn't have to listen to nsync or nickelback or whatever terrible band she forced into my fragile ears. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:44189 2005-10-02T14:24:23Z 2005-10-02T14:24:23Z 405 (acoustic)- Death cab for cutie Josh called last night. <br />He told me he missed us. <br />I dont miss us. <br />haha. <br />He told me he loved me<br />I laughed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:43781 2005-10-01T10:51:16Z 2005-10-01T10:51:16Z hmm. <br />i called Aaron at about 5:30 AM.<br />I am so sick. I cant take it anymore.<br />He made me feel better. <br />I need to keep busy so i can ignore im dying.<br />I honestly think I am dying.<br />blah blah blah.<br />I miss Aaron. <br />Grandmas suck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:43691 2005-09-30T20:21:35Z 2005-09-30T20:21:35Z I am really really sick. I hate sleeping a day away. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blueeyelashes9:43284 2005-09-28T23:54:05Z 2005-09-28T23:54:05Z Baby Britian- Elliott Smith wow.<br />everything is beautiful.<br />Catpower<br />Bright Eyes<br />NEW YORK CITY(maybe)WITH MY BEAUTIFUL LAUREN.<br />hmm...<br /><br />God dont make no junk