February 1st, 2006

Time: 09:46 am

I feel bad for last week, honestly it hasn't hit me until now. Not this hard, i feel like people who were my friends i have pushed out totally. I have seen the side of someone i didn't know they had but I guess its good to know how people truly are. I hate when people are true to themselves, I know im guilty of it but i still hate it

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January 28th, 2006

Current Music: We'll be burning- Sean Paul Time: 01:05 am Current Mood: energetic

what a cool song. Melissa and I made up the best cheer dance ever. 1st place, yes.

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January 12th, 2006

Time: 09:47 am

i hate myspace but i am pathetic enough to have one. I dont understand why him and I hae to fight, it doesn't make much sense at all. Why do we have to be stubborn...are alot of couples this way?

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December 30th, 2005

Time: 07:37 am

i miss sally and lauren alot. so...im kind of happy school is starting so i can see them more again. Ahh but i would rather work until the school year ends than go to work. Adults have it so easy

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December 5th, 2005

Time: 09:13 am

Whats wrong? Please be honest.

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December 1st, 2005

Time: 08:17 am

i love elliott smith. Im glad its cold now, i love how it snowed today. beautiful

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November 16th, 2005

Current Music: Love me like you-magic numbers Time: 08:18 am

She dont love me like you ..She dont care what you say, so you say it anyway. I bought the magic numbers cd, i really really really like them. Today kind of sucked because i dont know people are stupid BRIGHT EYES was simply amazing I loved all the bands

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November 10th, 2005

Time: 09:06 am

i love cursive

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November 8th, 2005

Time: 08:46 am

How come people who are expected to not be jugdemental are infact those who judge people the most. It makes me sick sometimes when I think about how much they probably judge me because i am not like them and im sure they find me stupid especially with my run on sentences but i am not stupid. I only wish I could prove that unlike them i am not naive. I understand all kinds of people, more kinds of people than they will ever run into, to understand. wow, childish huh? I suppose that when people become defense they become child like.

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November 7th, 2005

Time: 08:57 am

I feel terrible. I hope i didn't make him 'sick'. I could never live knowing that i not only messed up myself but him too I hope hes okay.

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October 30th, 2005

Time: 05:21 am

I drove to wal-mart today and i stayed in the middle of my lane like i was supposed to. Im getting alot better at driving. I bought this shampoo that reminds me of LTC. I've realized that smells are a huge memory trigger for me.

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October 29th, 2005

Time: 11:56 am

This weekend has been really good. I haven't been talking to clayton nearly as much...weird but it doens't really bother me that much at all. I reallly like hanging out with Aarons friends and the good thing about them is that they see me when hes not around adn still hang out with me. Aaron is the coolest boy ever. Tonight we went to his friend Kyles house for this Halloween party, i must say i never thought a street party with a bunch of annoying kids could be as much fun as it was.

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October 25th, 2005

Time: 09:52 am

Late arrvial tomorrow..yes!!!

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October 19th, 2005

Time: 07:30 am

I dont like this at all. I am afraid i am becoming the people i dislike the most, Julia you were right and i feel bad.

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October 16th, 2005

Time: 09:45 pm

Yesterday was wonderful... here are pictures of the most beautiful people alive.

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October 14th, 2005

Time: 04:18 am

I am sick. I cant eat anything without getting really nauseas(sp?). If i dont die from my throat closing up then i am going to die from starvation. much love Kaelin

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October 13th, 2005

Time: 11:32 pm

hello

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October 11th, 2005

Time: 09:35 am Current Mood: but happy

Sally and I have a wonderful idea. I am very excited for the next cople of days puely because it will be spent with some of the most beautiful people in the world. I found a camra so we can video tape...except its really old but i dont care i think it will work just fine and my parents are more apt to let me take it everywhere. I LOVVVE october. goodnight i am sick.

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October 7th, 2005

Time: 09:20 am

why do you make anonymous comments? if you have something to say than why cant you own up to it. Are you afraid of the outcome, if so then don't say it. This is common sense. Too many people have yet to acquire it.

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October 6th, 2005

Time: 09:10 am Current Mood: disappointed

I wonder why people talk about others. What compels you to spend your precious time on someone you dont even like? I cant say much I talk about the dumb whinny dramatic girls all the time. I talk about people way too much, i hate it. Im going to stop. I really dont want to go to school and face the people i am to consider my friends.

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